Saturday, January 20
isnt it amazing that after a few months,
we have divided ourselves into cliques,
and broken down people as 'my friends' and 'people i dont like and wont get along with'.
it doesnt take too long a time to realize that there are just some people who are pretty annoying,
whom you wouldnt bother with,
whom you dislike.
we all have said something along these lines to another classmate,
and it makes me wonder if everyone in class is just being courteous and polite,
whilst letting the dislike grow in them.
im not a saint, i dont live for people, i dont want to be the same as others,
i dont see a need to constantly be nice even to people i dont like.
i cannot be perfect, i can try but i know i will fail eventually, or just at the starting,
so im often perceived as mean and evil and blunt and (blahblahblah...).
it gets tiring after a while, hearing the same things over and over,
and as time passes, i get sick of people whom i thought i was closer to, as well.
anyways the point of my entry is that theres really no point,
since i dont think anyone would really bother about the real point of my entry,
that is why im ending here.
till then.
and im rather excited about the upcoming chalet.
thank you, committee / whoever is volunteering,
the usual namely sara, cindy, habez, eoin, kelvin, leonard ...
exams... screw you, exams. especially finance and psm. ugh.
and valentines day in less than two weeks !
we have divided ourselves into cliques,
and broken down people as 'my friends' and 'people i dont like and wont get along with'.
it doesnt take too long a time to realize that there are just some people who are pretty annoying,
whom you wouldnt bother with,
whom you dislike.
we all have said something along these lines to another classmate,
and it makes me wonder if everyone in class is just being courteous and polite,
whilst letting the dislike grow in them.
im not a saint, i dont live for people, i dont want to be the same as others,
i dont see a need to constantly be nice even to people i dont like.
i cannot be perfect, i can try but i know i will fail eventually, or just at the starting,
so im often perceived as mean and evil and blunt and (blahblahblah...).
it gets tiring after a while, hearing the same things over and over,
and as time passes, i get sick of people whom i thought i was closer to, as well.
anyways the point of my entry is that theres really no point,
since i dont think anyone would really bother about the real point of my entry,
that is why im ending here.
till then.
and im rather excited about the upcoming chalet.
thank you, committee / whoever is volunteering,
the usual namely sara, cindy, habez, eoin, kelvin, leonard ...
exams... screw you, exams. especially finance and psm. ugh.
and valentines day in less than two weeks !